I get paid friday night! woo!, Albeit only for one week's worth of pay, I should be able to get back into ffxi with no prob's. And despite my earlier blog, I'm excited as hell is hot! lol.

Also, for those who remember, I've been making progress on my story, though I STILL cant decide if i want to try and write it as a novel (Since i have trouble verbally describing every little detail. As an anime/animated show of some sort (Which, in a way is more likely as I can make myself a living storyboard o.o) Or if i wan't to see if i can make it into some movies (Since I have some friends in the voice acting business, who just so happen to be very hard to get a hold of as of late ; ;, lol) But nonetheless, i've gotten over the inability to bridge scenes, and have writting out a decent portion of the beginning of my story.

Also, if anyone has a copy of my 'avatar' image, in full size, lemme know, I lost the original file ; ;.

I can't wait to get back to lvling my THF so i can farm shiz for my Gungnir from dynamis, and NM's n shiz, though I still need to un-gimp my NIN and cap my jutsu skirrz.

Cant wait to play again, and i get paid tomorrow!!! (oops said that!) so I'll be back in ifrit tomorrow, though I may consider changing servers, maybe not, IDK.

And lastly, just in case the mods don't allow my poll through, for this last part, can I get some female feedback (i'm a guy >.>)

There's a girl at work, whom I am interested in, and have already let her know this. She asked for my number, etc when I did, before she had to go. However, because I have had a lot of bad experiences dating (cheating women), or even before anything can start

(I.E. "I just got out of a bad relationship, so I'm not looking right now, but I know you're interested, so just wait a little while, ok?" *waits a little while, usually about 3 weeks* Me: "Hi, well, I was wondering if you were ready to give dating a shot?" (not literally saying that, just giuving the gist) Her "Oh, um... yeah, i'm sorry.. like the day after you asked me, I got asked out by this wonderful guy.." (you get the point.) )

and to top it off, I'm a naturally shy person. So I could spend days before I vuild up the courage to let a girl know I'm interested, and even if they seem interested, and say 'but i just got out of bad etc etc, could you wait, etc etc' I still have trouble because, overall, we dont know eachother well enough for me to just do casual conversation.

So to bring you up to date to the situation, usually, I try to talk to her during breaks so it doesn't interfere with work. And I usually catch her when she's texting, so I wait till she's done before I say anything (To be polite) but I was starting to get the vibe she might be feeling uncomfortable, so i asked her directly if that was the case. I didn't fully hear her, but she did mention 'following me, kinda..' when usually, the only time I do even approach her, is when I've already asked her if I can talk to her during the next break.

So, girls. Is the fact that I'm having trouble talking to her out of my own uh.. timidmness, and me, being polite, waiting till shes done txting etc, and only 'following her' when she's already said we could talk but because she's txting, I cant at the time.. is that 'creepy'?

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