When/if it comes out as a novel. Honestly, I have been stopping myself because while I write, and I think I'm doing so good, and like four hours have gone by and all I see is three pages done it kind of kills the confidence cause I put in so much effort and as much detail as I could and ten i think "How am i supposed to fill 400 pages if the prologue as much thought as was put into it is only 3 pages..." I've been considering writing it out in a script format and trying to get a producer or a director to make it into a show or anime or even just a movie, though I'm even more leery of a movie, cause the book "Eragon" was great, but anyone who has seen the movie will think the story is crap because they copy/pasted and edited ouyt so much the story has the main character stick fighting for 5 minutes in a scene, and in the next he has mastered magic/swordplay... because it was a "Low Budget" movie, and unless the director and producer and the writers are gifted, it will come out like crap. So i'm having an internal crisis on how i want this story to 'be told', through book, movie, or show. The only definate thing aobut it is i HAVE to get this story out, its been occupying my mind ofr the last decade, and i think about it off and on so much that its become a small part of me and somehting i just6 have to get out there and share, I'm just having trouble figuring out 'How'

Also, if anyone knows "Diamondfist" of the ifrit server, female elvaan, or knows how to get a hold of him, tell him the linkshell leader of clantsinami needs to talk to him, he has contacts i may need >< also the "daimond" part of his name may be spelled "Diamond" instead

i feel you on bi polor and can i see the copy when its made of the novel :D i like to read unnoticed work ^^