2 days ago I found out I'm going to be a father for the first time!
Wow, I'm frightened, I'm nervous...but in amidst all this I'm pretty excited and happy that I'm going to have a child, the due date is supposed to be 3 days before my own birthday when I'll be turning 25.
Right now I'm in a pretty shitty job with pretty shitty money, I was planning on joining the police but I guess that's going to have to be put on hold for a while further and I'm also going to have to take more into consideration.
I just want to do what's best for our baby, I don't want to fail at this, I can't.
I want to be able to give this kid everything I couldn't have and more.
I'm sure everything's going to be fine though, I've known people to have children in their teens and everything worked out for them and they're living comfortably now so why wouldn't I be able to do that?
Worry is only natural I guess but omg! I'm gunna be somebody's daddy!
I can't wait to meet the little fella.
She's around 5-6 weeks now we presume and at present the baby's going to be around the size of a bean! I can't wait until the first ultrasound